The Future. Everyone is talking
about it. hate it.
Although I am excited for the
future and slight, marginally scared, I dislike it when people ask me my career
choice (acting of course) I have had friends and even teachers laugh when I
told them about what I want to pursue-I have even been summoned to my geography
teachers office and been given a long lecture on how my chosen profession is
stupid and will not lead to anywhere.
I go to a school where
everything is core curriculum related (meaning maths/English/science) and they
make you feel bad about not being academic, not just bad terrible in fact.
I have been certain about my
future ever since I was 10.I want to go to Guildhall University! I even have
the prospectus (if Guildhall was a person he/she would have filed a retraining
order as I have stalked it so much) The building and the diversity of the
school seems AmAzInG and although only a minimal amount of people get in
I am going to try so hard and try and succeed.
There has been so much GCSE talk at the moment
and I have decided to choose Spanish, R.E, Drama and History as well as the
norms .I don’t know weather they are good but I love all the subjects.
I can’t wait to finish school and go to sixth
form – I have managed o persuade my parents into letting me audition for the
BRIT school or Arts Ed when I am 16 which I am extremely excited about J The girls at my school
are really bitchy, they basically make you feel terrible about yourself. At the
moment everyone is trying to be indie and wear like grungey clothes and get
everything from American apparel (which is hella expensive-the jeans are like
$$$ and they aren’t even that good material) so if you aren’t indie and have
loads of money to spend on clothes (some of my friends get given like 100
pounds a month pocket money and I am not even joking) you are basically no
one.They thing is I’d prefer to get extra acting tuition etc than have clothes
which will only be in fashion for a few months. It makes me feel crap at school
but when I am performing it is something that doesn’t compare to anything
material.
Like I said the girls aren’t nice even my
friends make fun of me for performing they say that I just want to be rich and
famous, sometimes I get upset about what they say but then I am thankful they
help me get somewhere for example when I am performing a sad monologue its them
who will get me to a state of tears.I am a better performer because of them.
Rant overrr ahaha
Bye x
